User: Tadpole Miller

Hi joe

I saw Jack had posted you so thought maybe I should too.

I think I was out of order in what I saod about Jack. I still think he deserved every las tlick that Dad laid accross his butt. Proves he's not too big to be licked. I was in the kitchen when he was licked, but i could hear everything. As soon as Dad came down again I went u.p Jack hadn'd pulled up his shorts, andvI could see Dad hadn't gone easy on him. Jack wasn't crying really, but whimpering a bit. I think he too it pretty good, better than I would have. Thinking about it, I think I was lucky you was the only one who took exception to what I said about Jack, or we might both have been going to bed with sore bottoms. But I'll try and follow your advice and think before I say things

I think Jenny likes me, but it is kind of hard asking a girl out. It isn't like asking if you can borrow a felt tip pen! Did to your buddies try and push you on when you were realy shy, almost forcing you to talk to a girl before you were really ready? I think it is probably a lot easier without al your friends warching , waiting, and hoping for a good laugh. But we all do it. I was going to talk to her last week, but as I got near her table I felt myself getting hsrd so thought it better to walk on past. I was so embarrassed, but also angry with myself, so I punched the lockers as hard as I could. But putting into that context I guess more buddies have said they scored a hit than have, and even fewer have made it past first base. So, still waiting for that first hit. Gotta come eventually.Ever hit a homer?

Mostly I do talk to Jack. He's come off his high and might high hotse and offers giid common senses advise. I never thought of him as a good guide or a fount of wise advise, but more and more of what he says seems to make senses. So, maybe he is worth listenibg to. I just wish he wasn't so religious. Yea, we razz alot, but so do all brothers, and if Jack is young enough to give it, then I think he's young enough to tske it too. You sure set somee tough challenges , Joe. Put pride and ego in my back pocket? All my life I have been trying tO build self esteem (that is what Dad cals it) and to be less diffident and more self confident (that is what my school report says) now I have some, you tell me to try and swallow it, and eat humble pie. and let Jack get one up on me,. Maybe a step too far, Joe I am not sure I can do that

You are right that I don't want Jenny to know if I get my mouth saoped or my hide busted and the best way is to make sure they don't happen. Jack said "clean up your mouth kid" I didn't like him calling me kid but I think he is right, so I'll try. God knows, Dad has licked me enough times to try and teach me that, but now I'm doing it for me not for him..

It was cool and scary sneaking into that mvie, and I was horny as hell when we came out. But neither Dad nor girls would be impressed with guys watching porn movies. Do you you think girls look at pictures of naked boys? Dad would have hit us worse with the belt than Jack got for belching. I know the belt would leave a greater impession than being hard and horny, and we both were, but we got away wih it

so. gotta try and do stuff that keeps my butt cool. Maybe going wuth a girl will make me good. When I get to talk with her.

Talk to you soon big buddy

Tadpole

Aftr eeing her topless I kind of ancy her too. I can't help thinking about it when I am lying in my bed after I turn out the light.

Roll on next summer. Maybe see her topless again. She doesn'y know I saw her this summer.

Tad

I like to sunbathe in out tree house. If I go up there I can take eveything off and get an all over tan. I was up there one day last summer, just pulling down my shorts when I glanced down and saw Lorraine Moran sunbathing topless. I nearly fell down the tree.

Jack said he didnt believe me, but I think it is because he is jealous. I think he has the hots for her.

Tadpole

Hi Joe

Sometimes Jack is like as as.shole, an sometimes he's real cool. It is nice of him to say nice things, and i could say some pretty nice things about him too. One of the best things anyone can say to me is "I'm proud of you Tad" It is important to be proud of yourself, but hearing someone else say it gives you a kind of external approval rating. And that feels good. Jack says it too, anf he is trying to help me grow up. He is not very good at it, but I think he really wants to help me, and some of what he tells me is valuable. I don't think many brothers wiuld do what he does. So, he does not get away with everything. I think he more than deserved his licking for many things, even if the belching wasn't that serious. Maybe just maybe he does get licked sometimes, but he stilll gets away with lots.

Jenny is a girl at school. She is amzaing, but whenever I see her I collapse and feel all twisted up inside. My friends keep urging me to talk to her, and I will, but last few times just being at the next table in the cafeteria has been enough. I' sure she'd be nice if I spoke to her,.I'm a nice guy, nice looking normal, and I guess the first move is the hardest. I hope it gets easier. Soaped mouth and sore rump got me thinking, but I;ll have to act more like an adult if I wat to get to know Janny better. I now that,and I think t will be worth it.

Hugs better than kicks any way, any day.

You say I'm growing up, and Dad says it too, so maybe I am. First time I;ve ever been to a porn film, and I felt horny for a lot of it. Not caught. No one who knew us was there.

Think I'll keep clear of the strap, if I can

Bye for now

Tadpole

Hi Bryce

Sometomes we know the girls is watching us, and sometimes we hope they are, or wish they were!!

I think all boys must hqve genes in us that makes us want to show iff.

Tadpole