User: Patricia Bmly

I am a 19 yr old girl with a spanking fetish. I enjoy being spanked. Yes, my mother spanked me. But no, I was not turned on by it, it was horrible. EXCEPT two times. I was spanked four times by people (women) other than my mom. Two of those times I got sexually excited and after the spanking and being sent to my room, I $%!@ed. There is to me a clear difference between being spanked by my mom and by someone else.

Until very recently, my mother spanked me. She was a very strict mom and I was homeschooled for many years and I was spanked for little things, too--if if my school work was mess or if I was lazy, for example, or if I didn't do a chore on time, or was late coming home. I was spanked first by hand then ping pong paddle over her knee on my bare bottom about 150 or more spanks, very very fast and very hard, as hard and as fast as she could. The spanking itself was over in about two minutes, except for her lecturing, questioning, talking, and criticizing, which might take up to an hour. Afterwards I was sent to my room for the rest of the night.

I'm waiting till later with men, till I can trust them or I'm in love or just older and more experienced. Yes, I have these types of sexual experiences with women, even though I do desire men very much, too. I won't have intercourse or or_ s_ with men yet (I'm 19) because I don't want to worry about my health and because I haven't fallen in love. The women are very clean and thoughtful and know how to excite me, even better than a man does. It surprised me at first when I discovered I felt women's bodies were beautiful and sexually appealing. And if it surprised me, I suspect others are surprised too but it is a fact that, I think, many women feel the same way. I wish women would make comments on this.

I keep only one diary--putting everything into it, even movie ticket stubs, receipts, mementoes, sexual things, secret thoughts, codes, passwords (encoded, of course), everything I might forget, photos and drawings, cartoons and fine art, sexual and not. I've kept a diary since I was ten, after my dad died. I use one of those Barnes & Noble cheap sketchbooks, the large, hardbound ones, costing now about $7.00. I hide the ones I've finished writing in. I hide them in a secret, hard-to-get at place in my closet, and drill a hole in them and padlock each one so my mom can't just find them and open them without damaging them. I have been putting or trying to put (I'm very busy) my diary online. My diary is at http://pandorabottomley.blogspot.com/. That is the online diary. I haven't the time to work on it much so transferring it from diary to web is awfully slow.

Peeping Girls

You sure messed up writing your poll! You should have asked about girls. Girls window peek, too, if they're absolutely certain of not getting caught. If it's completely safe they love to watch a nice-looking guy and even a girl. A friend and I used to peek on a couple that lives near us in the mountains. It was easy and safe to do so--and really exciting to watch them! They made love a lot in the summer. Some of my girlfriends who live in town who live in apartments use binoculars when their parents are gone (of course) to spy on their neighbors. I've been with them when they spied from their balconies on one beautiful, gorgeous woman with the best figure you ever saw and a couple of girls play with themselves watching her. You should learn to write better polls...