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Posted in
Homelessness
on 2008-02-01 21:26:57
A year l8r im still here, my longest placement yet, life off the streets is cool.
Posted in
Self-Injury
on 2008-02-01 21:20:10
I'm a cutter. the 1st time was actually trying suicide, well I'm not sure i really wanted 2 die but i thought it would b the only way the abuse would stop (i was a kid there was a whole web of lies he told me that made me think i couldn't tell ne1). my "other" on mental problems is a list, reactive attachment disorder, add, depression, anger management issues in a massive way.
After the first time i just keep trying 2 feel something especially when they had me on Ritalin. even feeling pain is better than feeling dead inside and i have real problems expressing emotions. I clicked that i used 2 self harm, truth is more like i hope ive stopped, ive been in group and i havnt cut 4 like 18 months, fact is tho that i dont know what ill do next time i get 2 the dark place.
Posted in
The worlds oldest profession
on 2008-01-30 22:19:34
My mum is (was? has been? i havnt seen her 4 a couple of years) a prostitute. I hav seen what its like, the violent $%!@ that run her, as a kid i only wanted 2 b living with my mum but when i was it was like a nitemare. most of them are on drugs, the pimps like them that way. if there were no customers then they wouldnt b abused like they r.
Posted in
Child Abuse/Neglect Poll
on 2007-08-09 23:01:16
Neglect is a wierd thing, my mum was convicted of child neglect among other things when I was 8, but at the time i didnt think i was neglected. looking back i see a time when i ate dinner like 3 times a week, and that was the days i stole food from the shop, and mum spent all the dole money and everything she earned on smack. But at the time mum was my hero and every time i was taken into care i just wanted 2 be back with the junkie $%!@.
As for physical abuse I just took it as normal that her pimp and the occasional boyfriend would slap me around, after all they did it to her so it was nmormal to me.
What $%!@es me off most tho, and i think is the main cause of my anger management problems is that the man who sexually abused me was my social worker, who was supposed to be saving me from life with my mum.
Posted in
The Random Poll of Random Polls.
on 2007-02-13 17:21:00
What r they??? apart from the things atached to the top of rabbits heads.
