CHEATING? Is it wrong?

I just remembered something that plays a role in determining what is cheating. I am turned on by my girlsfriends being touched, or having sex with, other men. I do not encourage it, when it happens it usually upsets me, but then if my girlfriend shares the experience with me, we are both able to enjoy it.

One thing that has always turned me on was when my girlfriends would go to the doctor, and have their private parts examined. Whenever this would happen, for days before, it would $%!@ me off an I would usually try to talk them out of it, because I don't want anyone probing my girlfriend but me. Then after it would happen, the thought of it would turn me on. I remember one time in particular when my girlfriend was experiencing kidney pain, and so I took her too emergency. They wheeled her into this room with this great looking young doctor. I knew that he was going to be doing some degree of pelvic exam, because she had this problem on a recurring basis about every 6 months. The doctor came out of the exam room and said that I could go in to see her. She was still on a stretcher and I asked her how she felt. She looked very flush in the face. I asked her what tests they had done, and she mentioned several tests and then said that "he probed me with his fingers, and he could tell that I was starting to get into it, and I was, and I just kept going", she said. I asked her how far it went, and she said right to the point where she was started to squirm in response to his touch. Then the doctor came back into the room and I asked him how she was, and he said that she needed to rest, that he'd given her medication, and on the way out of the room, and I swear that he said exactly this, he turned to me and said that your wife (he thought we were married) has very firm vaginal muscles. I didn't know what to say, so I said "thank you". I went back into the room with my girlfriend, and told him what he said, at which point she told me to come over near her, and to put my hand under the sheet that was covering her. She guided it directly to her vagina, and told me to get her off. I knew exactly what she wanted, and I did as she asked. She told me that I might have to wait a day or so for reciprocation, but I didn't mine. She orgasmed very hard, and then fell asleep.